this post is for david k. c. smith.

currently i am procrastinating perfectly.

for my sister

mush it up 2007

some pics from the second annual mush it up event, big success of course!
definatly a great weekend nothing like a dog sled and a hot tub!

Happy Valentines Day Lovers!

I want a kitty cat my boyfriend wants a dog
We got into a fight I drowned him in the bog
I'm sorry
I'm not sorry!
I'm sorry
I'm not sorry!


-lyrics by "be your own pet"
-sarcastic sentimentality by "me"

raving lunatic

some how i find myself standing on soap box
speaking passionate opinions i never new i had

Do I hold the Hammer ?

Jesus Christ, that's a pretty face
The kind you'd find on someone I could save
If they don't put me away
Well, it'll be a miracle

Do you believe you're missing out
That everything good is happening somewhere else?
But with nobody in your bed
The night's hard to get through

And I will die all alone
And when I arrive I won't know anyone

Well Jesus Christ, I'm alone again
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
Cause this problem's gonna last more than the weekend.

Well Jesus Christ, I'm not scared to die,
I'm a little bit scared of what comes after
Do I get the gold chariot?
Do I float through the ceiling?

Do I divide and fall apart?
Cause my pride is too sly to hold back all my dark
And the ship went down in sight of land
And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands

I know you'll come in the night like a thief
But I've had some time alone to hold my lies inside me
I know you think that I'm someone you can trust
But I'm scared I'll get scared and I swear I'll try to nail you back up

So do you think that we could work out a sign
So I'll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try

I know you'll come for the people like me
But we all got wood and nails
Tongue tied to a hating factory

But we all got wood and nails
Your tortured (and hanging) factory
Yeah, we all got wood and nails
Your tortured (and hanging) factory
Yeah, we all got wood and nails
And we sleep inside of this machine

christmas wasteland.

somehow the 25th of december managed to sneek up behind me like a creepy weird kid from youth group....its scary. i actually went christmas shopping today. on christmas eve. how did i miss it? in the whirlwind of the last 3 weeks i have done a lot, work, school, various social gathering, but somehow have managed to not even think about christmas.
to make matters worse....there is NO SNOW!!!!! none. my front lawn has two patches of hard ice-snow that is all poo brown.

i think i need to watch white christmas.